i hate cooking

there are tasks in every profession that i have dabbled in that irritate the hell out of me. in banking it was follow up calls after account opening. also, any credit apps were annoying. they would never go through because of a computer glitch related to my signon ID so i'd have to call IT and blah blah blah....
my least-enjoyed tasks as a SAHM are meal planning/grocery shopping/cooking and scrubbing the kitchen floor. honestly if i never have to use the oven then great! i did the floor today. it was awful. i am tired of trying to have separate food for august, jeremy and i. jj will have to eat what august does. it is too difficult to get my no dairy/soy diet to mesh with august's whole food diet. i am ready to pull my hair out. i wish that hudson would be ok with someone else holding him for more than five seconds. i really enjoy our attachment, so i don't want to be away from him, just in the next room. i would cook a bunch of stuff at once and freeze it so that i would still keep the same "no cook" thing going on in the evenings. i don't mind cooking for lunches since jj is here to occupy the children. granted, most of those things i could freeze aren't the healthiest but if i tweak the recipes then they aren't too bad at all. most include a veggie so i wouldn't have to worry about that.
ugh. i'm getting overwhelmed just thinking about it. my mom was very supportive tonight.