poor kt

she was here at Crazy Time. usually it's not that particular brand of Crazy but h was fussy and wanted to nurse a lot. august was good but quiet. he has new toys to play with! he got schoolhouse rock as well. i watched some of it while eating organic graham crackers now that the kiddos are asleep. i made a blanket tent over august's crib and he went to sleep under that. i got lots of kisses tonight. he came up behind me when i was stretching on the floor and gave me a big bear hug. i did 10 sets of crunches tonight. it needs to GO. i have 12 lbs to get back to my prepregnancy weight and i am eager to drop it.
it looks like i will have to eliminate all soy not just the biggies like soymilk. hudson is miserable and if i do the elimination thing again for a week i can see what is the real problem. MY problem is that my birthday is coming up and my mom is going to cook for me so i'm not alone that night. and dammit i want steak and a baked potato with sour cream! i guess i can eat that next year. grilled chicken it is. and lots of water. i was feeling pretty good about myself until i saw the pictures from august's party. yuck.