tiny scarf

it's so cute, only 8 stitches across. the kids actually played with guacomole today. i might start making more of those as it was easy and customizable. gus learned how to say "ride em cowboy" while riding his zebra. he learned how to do the Boots Are Made For Walkin dance (so did houston and hudson). he asked to nurse today!!!and i was caught off guard so i asked if he wanted a cup of milk or cereal (he asked for milk snack but was pointing to me nursing hudson). when i responded i didnt' realize he wanted to actually nurse. when i gave him the cup of milk he got kind of upset and then said ok gus milk ok. it was surreal. i wish wish wish i was still nursing him but it wasn't in the cards for us. i could play the If Only game but i have given that guilt up to the earth, if that makes sense.
i guess i need to plan a party for hudson. it's sneaking up on me. the date will be march 7.