overwhelmed

just like my toddler my 'cup' is full. i am anxious about h's first dr appt with the new ped. i have my list of ?s but im fearful of new drs. the kids are very intense and jj is off today but not much help til right now. i came up here to nurse h so he could sleep for a bit before we go. we have no groceries and i need to have meals ready for jj to work kong hours tomorrow. im going after the dr appt which was supposed to be my afternoon out. this is it for me for the rest of the week. i feel like im in jail. he dragged us to the mall yesterday when all i wanted to do was sleep. he shopped and we walked the kids around but didnt buy anything. it was a waste of time. the kids were tired. officially had it.