im weird

i worry and over-prepare for everything (have you seen my diaper bag?) because it gives me a sense of security. therefore, the ice storm warning has me itching to get milk and juice in the fridge since we will need them soon. then i worry that the power will go out and we'll lose our freezer full of healthy and expensive food. i would flip out of that happened. we don't do anything canned except beans and tuna for my proteins. i'm worried about jj driving over the bridge at night. i'm also worried that my baby will never go to sleep and then he does. he always keeps me guessing. we're snuggling right now but i have to put him down. i have to do my video and get coupons together for my midnight run to the store. all i want to do is snuggle and knit and play with a toy i ordered for h, i think it's called trix??? it's rainbowy just like the cereal.