fun day

today was the big babywearing api meeting. anna came with and melissa and adam decided to come too! it was neat. jj played with gus and we all learned how to use the back carriers. they are a bit too structured for me. we'll have to see how hudson is with being back carried in the future. i like having easy access to them in the front/on the hip. i like the simpleness of the fabric of my slings too. speaking of, my new ring hybrid thing ROCKS. i can adjust it right up front. hudson spent most of the evening in that sling. props to my mammas milk sling...but it is too small for the way hudson wants to sit in it. when i am doing hip carrying again it will be used again! he wants his feet tucked up inside though and I am praying it doesn't hurt his them.
all of that jibber jabber means that i love to be close to my baby-babies-but the big one doesn't want to stay with me all the time. i can continue to nurse h while slinging and do other things, like care for another baby, make gus a turkey wrap (yummers) or change a diaper.

i was a fathers day procrastinator this year.. well not really. i ordered the gift like over a month ago, but i just went to walgreens to get cards for grampas and daddies and husbands. there were a million people there getting in my way and because i am nursing i am HORMONAL and yes i CRIED reading cards. rather, i cried when i read this card for husbands so i bought it for jj and i did the mom-thing: i underlined a line. usually that irritates me because just tell me that instead of emphasizing it on a card. so i started to cry, with real tears, and i was so embarassed so i went in the baby aisle and i guess i picked up a package of pacifiers so we have new pacifiers for the baby who really doesn't like them.
i really just love my husband. he is a great father. really, really great and amazing and unconditionally loving and accepting...i love to watch him interact with the boys. one of the reasons i wanted to marry him is because i saw it in him then.