finally

h is asleep. he was awake since 4 with only a few catnaps of ten minutes or so. it's now 11.15. poor guy. i think he had a tummy ache for a while and we were at my mom's again for steak. i haven't been very paranoid about the non dairy the past few days. not that i'm eating cheese or anything, but at my mom's i had some bread that probably had whey in it. reading labels and such is natural to me now but it's getting OLD. i wish it was like a diet and i'd lose weight. i haven't lost a pound in over a month. oh well, it's for my son; he will get the best start possible. i dont' mind breastfeeding at all. in fact sometimes i pretend to be annoyed to be feeding him yet again but i like the closeness.
ahh i love my morning jacket. i have a singalong cd in the car and there is a song on it by them. it reminds me of being freshly married. not just newlywed but like the ride home from the airport.
i miss my husband. we havent spent a lot of time together all week. i was busy with our lives and chores and i put him too far back on the priority list. not good! ha ha he just called from "krogers" it is KROGER. singular, not possessive. pet peeve. we're going to spend lots of time together tomorrow, just the four of us.