smells trigger memories

i'm sitting here trying to pry myself away from the internet so i can go to sleep. i just got up to go down and cover up august before i go to bed and i was hit with the smell of our heater up here. it isn't strong or anything, but it took me back to hauling my sad pregnant self downstairs three to five times a night to pee and pray that i wasn't bleeding or leaking anything. that was truly an awful pregnancy. it makes me sad to think about it and apprehensive to do it again. however, i get to put that all behind me and snuggle with my munchkin in bed now instead of worry and pain.