lost

today was lovely and quiet. i went to the newsletter folding where i talked with anne quite a bit. she is really nice. they are all really nice. august went with jeremy to the toy store to pick out a birthday gift for caleb. i think it is neat that he is old enough to go along for things like that. i laughed because when jj brought him home he bought cars and a tshirt for gus in addition to the gift. if they didn't have that fun errand they were going to come along with me.
i sewed all afternoon, in between laundry cycles. the diapers dried so quickly because there was a breeze. after dinner i was a little stressed because hudson woke up early from his nap. he was rather fussy so i threw them in the stroller and off we went. we walked for over an hour! i wasn't really paying attention to where i was going, but we walked on bigelow, bootz, maywood, etc in that neighborhood and i got quite a workout. those streets are hilly. it was so so good for us. h slept, i burned off calories and stress and 'emptied my cup' in CP-speak. i am very concious of that each day!
i so miss my husband. i am lonely. i stay up for him but it's hard to have a conversation when i am so tired.