what makes me cry

hearing my baby scream while jj cuts his nails. we've tried everything, asleep, while nursing...i would just bite em off but it wouldnt solve the ouch factor when he scratches me while nursing. lately ive been giving him my finger to play with. he really likes to fiddle when settling down. now he is asleep on my chest. he was up at 7 today 'talking.' gus got up aroung 8 and had smeared poo on his crib, but his hands appeared clean. as soon as h wakes we are going to the tower.