anxious today

don't know why. i think i just dont want to repeat last night! ive been working with that damn serger and it keeps breaking threads. over and over and i'm threading it right. i need help. we went to toys r us to get august's birthday presents. he will be getting a cozy coupe, huge little tikes toybox and a set of vehicles. i am bummed that we can't buy him more, but we have a budget. honestly i dont think he should 'get' a toybox for a gift because that isnt really a gift...but i dont have an excuse to spend 70.00 on it just because...we need it though! we also need a bookshelf for all of his books. right now they are piled on the floor because he wouldn't keep em in a bookcase anyway! i have a big ol zit on my chin---time to do stretches and deep breathing. i am too nervous.