storms?

so where are they? i am in the mood for a rip-roaring thunder party. i had a dream about hudson's birth and it has me feeling weird in a good way. it was just about the hard labor when i was hanging out, sorta dancing, in the bathroom. it's neat how the same hip-swaying move that made it easier to get through contractions also soothes hudson when he is falling asleep. in real life it was very painful but i was sort of in a trance. in the dream there was obviously no pain and i was still under stress, but it was wonderful. i'm so thankful that i don't have any horror stories. i would do all of that again in a heartbeat. all of it-41 weeks 2 days 20 weeks of bedrest etc....i got the bill for my cerclage removal and it said "under anethesia" WTH i felt every bit of that thank you very much. there wasn't any even offered (not that i'd take it) but still. way to code wrong.
i love my husband. he will go to walgreens and buy breast pads for me without batting an eye. it always makes me gag when i hear that "he lets me... or he let me do..." but now that HE makes the money of course i ask...but i got to start tanning again. blah blah blah i know it sounds like the biggest waste of money but it's not for me. it helped me have better body image after i had gus and i have been struggling this time as well. i went for the first time today and i feel great. since i am not allowed to diet or lose any weight while bf hudson this is a major help to me. plus its a break from home. i baked brownies a little while ago for a cookout tomorrow. i hope it's fun! gus will have a blast. he is the sweetest.